Listening to this song again, I'm not here. I'm in Chicago, with J on Navy Pier, eating an elephant ear on a bench by the water listening to this song on the speakers, watching the bustle of the crowd around me and feeling him sitting at my side, seeing him, hearing his voice. After we eat we go ride the Ferris wheel, then run back to our bus together, holding hands, in the warm summer air.
This shouldn't make me feel so sharply sad. I didn't really realize how long it had been since I listened to this song. It's a good song, but maybe this was why I left it off my Spotify playlist when I first put it together a year ago...This entry has been posted both here and at http://diet-poison.dreamwidth.org/12312.html. Feel free to comment here or there!